Sunday, January 07, 2007
dear DK,
i dont know why, but i chose to look at our past photos today.
all of our silliness captured.
the love and the smiles.
i took a good look at you.
your features, your style.
your irritating face that i feel like punching.
haha
it's been so long.
so long since i had you,
so long since i lost you.
i never meant to part with you.
i never meant to let you go.
and that to me, was the stupidest thing i did in 2006.
i dont know how long it'll take me to get out of this.
i wish i had moved further.
i wish i was doing something else, somewhere else.
far away from you.
seriously, i do miss you a hell lot.
and im trying my best to be as happy as i can be for you.
so whenever i think of you and her,
i smile.
to you, to her,
may you embark on another journey of happiness.
Love,
nging.
Merser
